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The Rehearsal Process So Far If I Could Pick 3
Adjectives:
Stressful.
Building
a piece from a loose story line has really been quite the challenge thus far. I
find myself worrying often about being able to make the thing before tech week!
I am reassured often by Joel that my task is 100% do-able, but I can’t help but
doubt myself. This is my first time directing a group of people in a setting
like this. The nervousness that I feel keeps me on my toes though, in a good
way I think. Something interesting about this experience is since we are
creating as we go I find myself in the position of “director” as well as “peer”
as well as “friend” as well as “fellow player”. In order to really create
something and get us up on our feet and running, I need to be a collaborator as
well. Playing along with my group reassures me as well that things will turn
out all right.
I
also feel very stressed dealing with some of my actors’ scheduling issues. I
understand in full that athletic commitments come first, but I find myself
getting very frustrated and hurt when my actors neglect to keep me posted and
filled in with their schedule. They don’t seem to care that it’s a huge
inconvenience to me, and the rest of the cast as well. I also understand that
they are unfamiliar with this kind of work and may not truly comprehend the
gravity of what we are doing here, and in rehearsals. I’ve been trying my
absolute best to be understanding, and I hope that eventually we will be able
to work this through. I was happy this past weekend to receive a text in the
cast-group-chat from one of these actors proposing a Monday rehearsal, which is
not usually on the schedule. Seeing this initiative from this actor brightened
my day for sure and fed my desire to really work with my players.
Fun.
Creating
this process and this piece is super fun. I have fun in every rehearsal, and I
am so thankful to my cast for jumping right into things, head first, and being
crazy. I know that what I am asking of them is tough, but everyone seems to be
taking this process with a certain amount of levity, which I think is necessary
to make this work.
So
far most of my cast members are able to have fun and be crazy, yet come back
and focus when necessary. I hope this continues. I’m very thankful that my cast
is comfortable with one another. This aspect of friendship and comfort is key
is being able to work with each other smoothly. It provides a safe and trusting
environment for all my players, and me too.
One
rehearsal this past week, I was working with Shea and Talman. We started with a
guided improvisation about two people waiting in line for something. It turned
into the two of them fighting over a doll and trying to compromise. This
included lots of running around the stage and through the risers as well. This
opened up the idea of using the aisles in the risers as playing space! The
improv resulted in an imaginary character stealing the doll, and the two of
them running around the space and the art wing searching for “Martha” who stole
the doll! The two of this were so committed to the game, and didn’t stop for a
second until I told them to. I was so proud! This was so incredibly fun for me
to watch and play and be a part of, as well as them!
Experimental.
This
process needs to be filled with taking
chances and making decisions and being crazy if it wants to succeed. The
experimental aspect of it keeps things moving pretty fast. Right now in the
process I am at a stage of reaping for material. I want to allow my players to
get a handle on things and how this process is going to work; also I want to
see what they can bring to the table. The more they can bring and create on
their own, the better!
The
experimenting also comes in the form of exercises and warm-ups for me. I create
warm ups and improvisation games that I have never played before. This
challenges me as a director to adapt to where the rehearsal is going and make
things work for my cast. It is very important for me to pick warm-ups that will
truly benefit my cast. I spend a good amount of time before each rehearsal
planning what I want to accomplish and finding or creating exercises that will
help my players. I expected much less from them, and I have been pleasantly
surprised with the progress in rehearsal thus far. I only hope that it
continues!
The Success Of The Players Personally Thus Far
Talman:
Talman is always committed, and takes my direction to him light heartedly and
willingly. I ask a lot of him and I give him a lot of leeway in creating who he
wants, “Everyman” to be. I know that sometimes my direction to him can be a bit
too vague, and I’m sure at times, confusing, but he seems to work with it well.
Talman is not afraid to jump into things, and I am so grateful for that. There
is a serious and a joking side of Talman that balances out well. Talman has
been to every rehearsal called and shows a great enthusiasm. He has come a
long, long way from when I worked with him as a fellow actor in the sparrow. I
feel very comfortable with Talman, and him with me I believe, as well. Working
with Talman is a pleasure and everyday is a successful one.
Shae: I
knew from the start that Shae would be a tremendous addition to this cast, and
I was right. She is committed and loves to jump into things with everything she
has. I push her often to make the choices she makes bigger and bigger. She
responds and exaggerates further and further every times. She takes direction
extremely well. I can tell that this is important to her, which inspires me to
do my best too. Shae makes me smile, always; both as a friend and as an actor
in my play. She brings a strong level of leadership to the entire group and
always leads by example. I know that Shae has had experience with this before
which allows me to pick on her sometimes and let her start off exercises. This
is a great asset to the group. Shae, having done lots of this work before, both
in class with Joel and in shows, knows and brings new exercises to the table
too! She has been very helpful to me as the director, and communicates well
with some of the actors that I sometimes have trouble communicating with. I
know that Shae will be truthful with me if I have questions for her about her
opinion about this process. I’m so thankful to have her.
Brendan:
When he commits himself, Brendan is always excited to bring new ideas to the
table. He’s constantly asking good questions and making suggestions. This kind
of contributing is very vital to this entire process. Brendan also is great at
taking the lead in situations when people may be confused. He’s ready to step
up and make something work. He also has a great enthusiasm when it comes to
jumping to exercises and warm ups. He’s eager to get started! When we do improv
games and I put them in one by one, I’ll often hear Brendan whispering to me
saying “Put me in! Put me in!”
Brian:
Brian often has trouble staying in the scene, but when he does so, I’m almost
always impressed. Brian does extremely well with my side coaching and responds
almost immediately. He has a very “real” quality about him when he acts. Brian
plays two different characters one after another, and I’ve been working with
him on differentiating between the two. At our last rehearsal I spit us into
groups. I had Shae, Talman, and Brian working on one scene, and Brendan and
Julia working on another. Brian worked well with his group and took great
direction from Shae.
Julia:
Julia is a blessing to have in this cast. She commits herself to everything and
does whatever I ask immediately. I can tell she is excited about this. When
some of the boys give me a hard time Julia has my back. She works well with
others, and works hard. She is becoming better and better every rehearsal and
wants to improve. She adjusts well from scene to scene and does a fantastic job
of listening to her fellow players on stage. I am very proud of her, especially
because this is her first time being in a show at all, let alone a show of this
nature.